February 2011
22 posts
fuck. idk. im scared and anxious. its not going to be the same and i have to remember that. shit man. i dont want to see my nana like that. im such a bad person. im unstable. i just wish i still had these same people to stabilize me, but everything has changed. and its not bad changes. its just different. and different makes me unstable like everything else in my life.
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January 2011
13 posts
i swear to god my mom can read my mind. oh, and god. thank you.
Watchsydneyrogers:
yesnoblackwhite:
differentnotweird:
-splinched:
hermionegrangerandarocketship:
-donteverlookback:
OH MY GOD.
THIS MIGHT JUST BE THE BEST THING EVER.
this is amazing.
I will never not love this.
I HAVE LITERALLY LOST THE ABILITY TO EVEN
THIS. FUCKING THIS.
THIS S THE BEST THING EVER OH MY GOD.
i rely on the power of faith, or fate, or whatever this thing is in my heart that is guiding me. i believe in it. it will be okay, and i know it.
its strange because i have never had to dedicate time outside of school to math before, but suddenly i cant do my homework in class because i actually have to pay attention. and i actually have to study for a test. its like i have never had a problem writing a history or english essay outside of school before but its much different having to do math. i dont know what i want to do with my life.
fuck. why do i constantly do this to myself? if i tell you, will you understand? will you believe me?
i feel really good right now. confident and happyish. maybe because i stole a bottle of my parents wine earlier, or maybe because i spent a fun night a home with my sister. either way, i like how i am feeling. and i thought i would share it with tumblr as i am making up my mind on whether to try to read this book for monday or just watch jimmy fallon. hmm….