December 2010
15 posts
1 tag
haiku
i would kiss you but
tender lips so meaningless
goodnight and farewell
i miss feeling normal.
i am because you are. i am because you are. i am because you are.
i have lost so many people from my life this year. or at least i feel like i have. around the holidays it finally starts to sink in. like when the fuck am i ever going to see my dad again. when the fuck am i ever going to see katie again. she lives right down the road and i feel like a bitch. when the fuck am i going to see zack again. why did we stop talking…because hes fucked up all the...
vois surton chemin gamins oublies egares
stuck in my head.
desperately seeking desktop wallpaper.
at first it wasnt that hard. now its almost christmas and everything is harder and better at the same time. you’re supposed to be with your family this time of year. this year i feel as though i didnt just lose my grandmother, but my father as well. thanks for calling, dad. however, if it snows, for an instant everything i have been thinking will just erase from my mind. please, please snow.
i drive by all the buildings in ruins and i sing the song. i drive through this town and i see the lights, the billboards. where would i be without this place? where would i be without these people?
trying to get back to tumblr. i miss it so.
i wonder if my dad is just going to send me a big fat check for christmas. i knew last christmas would be my last christmas with grammy but who knew it m
yo no se que hacer. yo no se si estoy deciendo este correctamente, pero tratare. este es estupido. este es importante. quiero ser diferente. nno quiero mi vida estar como la vida de mi madre. no quiero ser ordinaria. me amo mi madre mucho, mas de vida. pero no quiero vivir en este pueblo, en este estado. no puedo. tengo salir. despues este fin de semana, espero que puedo salir. creo que soy...
Watchzooey-d:
She & Him performing “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” with Conan O’Brien
there are so many ways i could write this. basically, you’re an asshole, im fucking stupid, and she’s gone. this day is such a mix of perfect and horrible. i feel like god has left me yet hes right by my side. i dont know what is going on. i dont know what to do.
